meloncollie

she decides to take control. but control doesn't take to her. she thought it would be better if she were better. i can't take over her right now; she's just empty, something of an apathetic hopelessness. but she doesn't give up for some reason. she keeps telling me she can't go on that way and something has to change. she will just keep trying until it happens. but day after day it is the same. how long?