edge

i still wish i could wake up. i still feel like i'm living in a nightmare. i still have to tell myself this is real every time i breathe.

i am on the edge of sanity, but i don't know which side of the line i'm on. am i barely sane, or barely psychotic? or have i just totally gone over the edge and don't know it yet?

i wish you could understand.

you have no idea.