tatoo

i have a wound. it runs so deep, it seems it will never heal. every morning i wake up with the pain and every night i fall asleep with it. it is a dull pain now, but it doesn't go away, and everything is tainted with it. it is like waking up with a tatoo i didn't want. i try to wash it off and i try to cover it up, but it never really goes away. it will always be there with me, until it becomes part of me. i am used.