crash

the world is falling down around my ears. my thoughts and feelings are like a freight train, going 1000 miles an hour. when i fall asleep, its like a wheel jumped the track, and the engine has flipped. do you know what happens to 50 cars at 1000 miles an hour when the engine flips? screeching, crashing pile of cars. confusion. panic. my dreams are like that, everything crashing into each other, panicked. i wake up breathing hard, desperate. when will it stop?