psycho

i think my friends would say i've gone "off the deep end." who can i trust? nobody. where do i go? i stay. stay where you are, unless god tells you otherwise. live. die. stand. fall. break. i want to be the one that is more amazing than you. i don't want to fade, don't want to fall. you are the only thing that makes me feel so much this way. where can i make it better. i can't fix it. you must fix it; you won't. how do i live, how do i love, when you have taken all of it from me? when will you make it ok; it won't be ok. who says it's ok, or that it will be? they laugh and smile and don't know that they aren't happy. they are so special that they don't have to live, don't have to cry.